I've been feeling a lot worse since I posted here, which at first I found weird, because I thought it would help. But I just thought, maybe I've subconsciously just admitted to myself that this is all happening again. And that's what's making me feel bad...?
Something inside me is screaming. I feel like I'm being torn apart from the inside. I can't get out of bed in the mornings again. What's happening to me?
