*hugs* why do you feel you will die? Is it that you've planned it or is it more of a paranoid type feeling? If it's the latter I'm sure you'll be ok. Sometimes our fears manifest into that type of feeling, even though it's not necessarily real. As for drinking too much, try to sleep it off. Drinking magnifies everything, including negative emotions. do you have a counselor or anyone you could talk to? hang in there. Feel free to pm me anytime.
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