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spiders*web · 05-08-2007, 08:47 PM

I'm twenty two. I felt like in only a few years I had been through it all, with depression, mania, eating disorders, self harm and so many other things you guys could relate to. I felt old.

And now I feel like I'm a kid again. Just as scared. Just as unknowledgable about an illness I've been through countless times. But I also know where it can lead. Which makes the fear almost debilitating.

I'm not good at talking about this stuff anymore. I've locked it away more and more as I've met new people and was able to hide things as just my past. So I don't really know where I'm going. I was hoping someone could relate and offer a couple of words of advice maybe. I don't come on here often anymore. I'm not sure what to expect.

05-08-2007, 08:47 PM	#1
spiders*web Pugs and Wine <3 Join Date: Aug 2007 Location: Manchester I am currently:	Feeling like 14 again I'm twenty two. I felt like in only a few years I had been through it all, with depression, mania, eating disorders, self harm and so many other things you guys could relate to. I felt old. And now I feel like I'm a kid again. Just as scared. Just as unknowledgable about an illness I've been through countless times. But I also know where it can lead. Which makes the fear almost debilitating. I'm not good at talking about this stuff anymore. I've locked it away more and more as I've met new people and was able to hide things as just my past. So I don't really know where I'm going. I was hoping someone could relate and offer a couple of words of advice maybe. I don't come on here often anymore. I'm not sure what to expect.