[MeganAlmighty]

Hi there.
Im caught in a bit of a cycle too and the weight has also crept up on me over the last 2 years but more so over the course of this year so please try not to feel like you are so alone with this.

Is it possible for you to get back into the compulsive eaters annoymous program? It sounds as though you were doing well on it.

You say that your doctors are prioratising your mental health over your physical health..Have you tried telling them that your physicall health is having a big impact on your mental health? If not, maybe you should.It sounds like your weight is a massive issue to you.

The swimming was a good move.Maybe its something you could continue?

Its all about motivation realy.If we want something we have to go to it because it wont come to us (easier said than done, i know).
Life is what we make it.No matter how many times we fail we have to keep on going :)

I know a little about gastric bands (if you're in the the uk) so if you have any questions please feel free to pm me.

Take care and remember, you're beautiful
Meg
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