Thanks romp and Kat.
My mood has taken another downward turn. I feel like I'm standing on a slippery slope that will end (if I fall) in an OD or SI or ED problem. And the slope is so great that for every step I manage to take up the hill I risk falling three or four steps downwards. I feel like it's almost vertical and the easiest thing to do would be to allow myself to drop and try and pick up whatever pieces I can when I've hit the bottom. I'm running out of energy to keep treading forwards. The fight just feels like it's becoming too much. Too overwhelming. And I'm questioning why I should even be trying to fight.
*sigh*
|