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forever scarred · 05-08-2007, 04:35 AM

Okay I have to write this down somewhere because its messing with me....

Okay my mom works on Sundays of the weekend. She used to when this happened work saturdays and sundays and my dad used to work the weekends. Well one weekend when my mom was at work and I was doing the dishes. Dad came up and hugged me. I didnt think anything of it you know cause parents hug there kids, but he was hugging me tightly.So I just turned around and hugged him you know. But he didnt like that so he let go of me. I was thinking 'Okay whatever...' and then when i went back to doing the dishes again he put his arms around my chest and arms tightly to where it almost hurt. And he pressed me the bottom half of me into the counter and that hurt alot. And i couldnt move because he was pressed into me and i was pressed into the counter. he started jabbing my sides so that i would jump and move around. I was scared of saying anything because I didnt want him you know getting mad at me and then telling mom that he hugged me and i thought he was trying to sexually abuse me and then have her hate me to. So I didnt say anything. And I could tell dad was horny... He kept it up for about ten minutes then he asked me if I liked it and I told him no so he moved and went over to the other counter across from me and then he said that he was just hugging me. And I said that i like hugs from my friends not from my parents. So he came back over to me and moved my hair back off my neck and started kissing my neck.....I didnt like that at all. And then he said " well you only get those kisses from me." And then he left to go to work. I was in hysterics till i knew mom was coming home then i calmed down. At school that monday was bad because i was crying a bit and i was yelling at my friends and making people upset and noone knows why. Then I got into cutting myself because i had did it in the past when my brother died. and then my mom found it and her and dad questioned me. "We havent done anything to make you do that right? Its not our fault is it? " and the questions go on endlessly. but i answered no to all of them....I dont want people to know what happened yet im scared to death of it happening again. I dont think it will but there is always that possibility. And I love my family and dont want to get any of them into trouble with anything.. I dont know what to do becuase it seems like everything i do this connects with somehow....

05-08-2007, 04:35 AM	#1
forever scarred Join Date: Aug 2007 Location: Illinois I am currently:	I dont know.....(ADULT) Okay I have to write this down somewhere because its messing with me.... Okay my mom works on Sundays of the weekend. She used to when this happened work saturdays and sundays and my dad used to work the weekends. Well one weekend when my mom was at work and I was doing the dishes. Dad came up and hugged me. I didnt think anything of it you know cause parents hug there kids, but he was hugging me tightly.So I just turned around and hugged him you know. But he didnt like that so he let go of me. I was thinking 'Okay whatever...' and then when i went back to doing the dishes again he put his arms around my chest and arms tightly to where it almost hurt. And he pressed me the bottom half of me into the counter and that hurt alot. And i couldnt move because he was pressed into me and i was pressed into the counter. he started jabbing my sides so that i would jump and move around. I was scared of saying anything because I didnt want him you know getting mad at me and then telling mom that he hugged me and i thought he was trying to sexually abuse me and then have her hate me to. So I didnt say anything. And I could tell dad was horny... He kept it up for about ten minutes then he asked me if I liked it and I told him no so he moved and went over to the other counter across from me and then he said that he was just hugging me. And I said that i like hugs from my friends not from my parents. So he came back over to me and moved my hair back off my neck and started kissing my neck.....I didnt like that at all. And then he said " well you only get those kisses from me." And then he left to go to work. I was in hysterics till i knew mom was coming home then i calmed down. At school that monday was bad because i was crying a bit and i was yelling at my friends and making people upset and noone knows why. Then I got into cutting myself because i had did it in the past when my brother died. and then my mom found it and her and dad questioned me. "We havent done anything to make you do that right? Its not our fault is it? " and the questions go on endlessly. but i answered no to all of them....I dont want people to know what happened yet im scared to death of it happening again. I dont think it will but there is always that possibility. And I love my family and dont want to get any of them into trouble with anything.. I dont know what to do becuase it seems like everything i do this connects with somehow....