I'm sorry things are so very rough right now. Also that ppl are getting mad at you for how you are feeling. Pls know tho, that they are just very worried and may not be sure how to help. That can often make ppl a little on edge, so pls, they don't mean to be angry, im sure, they are just scared and feeling helpless.
But you need to worry about you right now.
Can you ctc the doc who suggested re-trying meds and tell him/her how unsafe you feel right now?
Perhaps they can put some support in place? Maybe the Home treatment Team? The Crisis Team? Etc?
If you feel very unsafe, pls go to the ER (A&E) and ask to speak to the psych on-call.
It's great you are looking for ways to keep safe. But pls ctc someone, see if you can some bit of support for right now.
Let us know ok?
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