There are 2 teachers at school I talk to (one is my head of year). I just think it'd be kind of weird going up to them and saying 'hi, I am messed up, I hate myself and want it all to end please help me' I might have to talk to someone tomorrow, I feel like I am going mad :( I just don't know what to say and how to say it :( Especially as I don't have the teacher I want to talk to tomorrow which means I'd have to find her especially :(
Today instead of cutting I deprived myself of food (I often have periods of time where I starve myself) it worked but I can't keep it up for more than a few days before I start binge eating :(
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