*hugs* that would really bother me too. i'm sorry it happened. him being drunk is no excuse. if he gets like that drunk, he has no business touching alcohol. Do you think he'd hurt you sober? If not, then maybe just casually be around him, but never when he's drunk again. Maybe just try and talk to him or even not mention it but always be on your guard. Is there anyone you can tell (if you haven't)?
But if you think he'd actually hurt you sober, then you need to move. What are your options for getting new roommates? Would you be able to kick him out or would you have to leave yourself? You deserve to not live in fear. If he's acting like it's your fault, that may be a sign you need to get out. But you are NOT overreacting and I totally get why you would feel so afraid and upset. And you should not feel disgusting, you did nothing wrong. Feel free to pm me if you ever need to talk.
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