In short Allie.... No they wouldn't. Your death would be no easier for them to bear. Losing your job sucks and it isn't right that they are doing this to you but this, even coupled with your Grandma's illness and your Uncle's death is not a reason to kill yourself.
The guy that told you sounds really nice and helpful. The decision they have made is not fair and it will make money tight for a while but at least you will not have to worry about housing or food. I am sure you will be able to find another job. You said he had got you two weeks pay right? So use those two weeks and apply for every job going and then keep applying. You have those two weeks wages, use them to pay any urgent bills and try and economise with the food stamps (although to be fair I am not 100% sure what these are since we don't have them over here).
You WILL BE OK Allie. I know you will. I know you can get through this. You are the only person doubting yourself. Blows keep on coming but that doesn't mean we need to fall down.
*massive hugs* xxx
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