thanks everyone
I got an apt to see gp soon... will be driving new car to that... see how I go I guess??
this morning I tried to make my car my own by putting all my cds in it, my lucky bracelet, putting care bear stickers up on back window...
I dont know... its just different, its not the same:(
the doors open differently, make a different sound.... when I lock and unlock the car... again a different sound... its louder
I just want my old baby back....
part of me wants to crash this one... I dont care about it, I dont want it.... for once in my life I dont give a damn about the car I drive and I want to do both it and me a lot of damage.... nothing matters anymore :(
....that scares me a lot, I'm so scared
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