i dont want to call a suicide helpline. they always just tell you to go to bed. and i cant go to bed. i cant go through that.
i called the CMHT and the voice on the phone said the call the bleep holder atthe psychiatrist thing and get advice.
but im scared.
i dont want to.
i dont want this.
i dont want anything anymore.
i cant stop crying.
i just want to be gone.
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