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borntobleed · 25-10-2009, 11:58 PM

i am in collage but havent been attending latley. for the simple fact i cant face it. but i guess im going to have to some time.
i know that the voices arnt in controll but neither am i. so i guess we bounce off each other lol. yeah at times they scair the living **** out of me and i dont understand why people arnt as scaird as me. but when im out of that space i know that there not scaired because its not real. which is scairy. i dont like that.
as for my carer. god knows why she dose it. but i know i wouldnt. i know we have a laugh and stuff but thats by the by. i guess shes one of thoes that if she sets her mind on something she will do her damndest do succeed. but i am thankfull.
yeah she ses i am good at poetry and stuff like that. (but so is every one if they put there mind to it) i dont know to be honest. i guess im over reacting about nothing.

25-10-2009, 11:58 PM	#5
borntobleed dont say bye smile and tell me youll see me soon Join Date: Oct 2009 Location: curld up crying I am currently:	i am in collage but havent been attending latley. for the simple fact i cant face it. but i guess im going to have to some time. i know that the voices arnt in controll but neither am i. so i guess we bounce off each other lol. yeah at times they scair the living **** out of me and i dont understand why people arnt as scaird as me. but when im out of that space i know that there not scaired because its not real. which is scairy. i dont like that. as for my carer. god knows why she dose it. but i know i wouldnt. i know we have a laugh and stuff but thats by the by. i guess shes one of thoes that if she sets her mind on something she will do her damndest do succeed. but i am thankfull. yeah she ses i am good at poetry and stuff like that. (but so is every one if they put there mind to it) i dont know to be honest. i guess im over reacting about nothing.