Are you at your place or at your parents at the moment?
I think you need to go to your GP and tell them how poorly you have been treated. Say that you want to see if meds will help as they have helped me (yes, I know I am in a state right now but I don't think I would still be alive if I wasn't on them the way I was heading).
Maybe ask your GP if they have access to any services, for example, here, apparently there is a woman's centre where the wait for psychotherapy is much shorter than via the cmht - about 3 months. I'm not allowed individual psychotherapy yet but hope I can access it via the women's centre when allowed to. Maybe Mind run some CBT groups or a self harm/depression/anxiety group. There are other things out there hun.
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