The voices are bad tonight. They've been fairly bad all day but I've managed to get around them with fair success. I even managed to do a workout video. Anyway tonight they are getting fairly loud and I'm starting to believe what they are telling me which is that everyone can read my mind and no one likes me. Also that there is a secret group that is out to get me and I should be dead because then everyone else would be better off. I'm scared because I'm starting to believe it.
My GP appointment is tomorrow morning and then I'm going on a new drug which will take a few days to have an effect. And we don't know it's going to be a positive one though I'm hopefull it will be. So I'm terrified.
Why can't life be easy for once?
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