i'm sorry about your dog and cat. I know what you feel. in april my cat died. he was 19 years old and i'm 16 so he has always been a part of my life. When i would be really sad and just about to cut myself i would hear his meow and sometimes when he was feeling up to it he would make the journey up the stairs to be where i was. somehow he always seemed to know when i needed him. There were a couple of times that i was feeling so low i was contemplating killing myself but then i would hear snickers and would pet him and somehow he was able to make me feel better. i still miss him so much and i almost cry everytime i think about him. even though he was really old he made the effort to go up the stairs to sleep in my bed until the point where he couldn't anymore and he would come to the door to great me when i got home. I miss him so much and always will. i'm sorry you can't go look for him. that really sucks. you can message me anytime. i'll be here and i won't judge you. take care and i hope everything works out for you. <3
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