oh Rainy...
youre right, youre NOT alone.
im more of an impulse person when it comes to cutting.
but i have been in situations where i couldnt harm...and i remember WAITING until i got someplace where i could.
im glad you were able to tell your counselor about this.
i had an agreement where i would call my psych BEFORE i cut. the deal was i had to at least call him when the urge became unbearable. AFTER talking to him, if the urge was still unbearable then i would harm.
i know how hard it is. and im sorry.
i would tell you about distractions but you already know them.
all i can really do is tell you im here and ive been where you are, and you CAN get through it. i have faith that you can.
please take care.
much love.
xx
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