Dear cj
I want to know something......Did you mean it when you said sorry? Do you know what i have to deal with because of you.....flashbacks that what. You've gone on with your life. You've had a kid.....perhapes you feel loved now. God knows you diserve to feel loved after all you've been through. I want to know something eles........why? Why did you do that?
I find myself making excuses for your actions. You were young.....I was young. You didnt know what you were doing. I think you knew......I know you didnt know the consequences of it but you knew what you were doing. You messed me up. Yet you are my friend......you were my friend....God....Im so confused about you.
Jessica
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