There is no one around me to let know. Professional help is out of my price range. Actually, decent food is out of my price range at the moment. Who knows how long I will have a job for. Nothing is working out. Everything is just letting me down. I just needed one break to counteract the ****ing over I've had since I've been here and it hasn't come. Now I am without hope. Things will always get worse and worse. I'm losing the will to go on.
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