mine definitely hasnt been varied; they all sucked.
First one (psych) dropped me after an IP admission. left a message on my voicemail; "i cant help you. Good luck".
Next one had me on 22 pills a day; i dont remeber much of that time period.
Next one, first meeting, told i couldnt possibly suffer anxiety, or anything else (even tho i had been DX'ed IP) because i had tattoos and dyed hair ???!!!
Had one refuse to take me on (a GP) because he had done so in the past and then "had the patient dumped on him by their psych" and that he "will not get involved with crazy patients ever again" (his words)
After that, i have now given up.
It hurts too much to try and open up, try to go against myself and talk to then get nothing.
I just...i cant be bothered anymore. I suppose i am doing ok now, well no, im not. But it works, so what the hell right?
The only ppl who have been helpful are at my TC.
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