Thanks for the reply.
I should be getting a mentor soon who will help me organise my work. I've still got a couple of weeks before the essay has to be in and another 5 weeks until my mini-project but if it gets closer to the time and need an extension then I'll ask for one.
I saw my doctor today. She's increased my anti-depressants and has given me my last prescription for my sleeping meds. She asked how many I had and I said only 2. She asked twice whether I was sure and I said yes. It's a complete lie. I haven't taken them for weeks. I can't get anymore now though.
I know restricting isn't good but I have to do it. I'm already stuck into the ways of it and panic if I have more than my set amount per day which I know is ridiculously low. My doctor today said she thought I had an eating disorder but I think that's stupid. I fulfill none of the criteria for any eating disorder. She said because for the last 6 years I've switched between starving for a few months and then binging/overeating for a few months that that's an eating disorder but it's not, it's just messed up eating. I'm not ill. For binge-eating disorder it needs to go on for 6 months and I've only been doing it for 4. I've only been restricting since Wednesday and I'm not underweight so it's not anorexia. So basically she's talking rubbish. I know it's not healthy but I definitely don't have an ED.
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