Erin if you dont get this sorted its gonna jkeep haunting you over and over. stop running from it. Get help. Get therapy. For the love of god get this sorted!
yeah yeah the last lady wasnt that great. Well you find another and another. you stay in a very easy comfort zone. you allow the boundaries to be set so you dont tread into that uncomfortable zone where shift happens.
Take a plunge. Take a risk and do something to confront this head on. stop running and diverting!
doesnt matter how many miles you travel its still there.
No one shouildhave these nightmares. No one should suffer this. Yet you belittle your own needs. say its ok and then look what happens over and over.
I was really cross you stopped before. Really cross!
*stern look*
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