You aren't alone at all.
I have bipolar and borderline too. What was it that drove you to take the OD?
I wouldn't worry too much about what your family think, the main importance is you getting better.
I think you should talk to your doctor about the trouble you are having sleeping as that will effect everything else adversely.
You are not a screw up at all, you are just struggling and that isn't your fault. You are up against a lot.
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