It might be worth ringing the police or whoever are investigating your friends death and making a statement. If you feel well and able enough to do that, that is.
I am disgusted by how you have been treated.
Also, you mentioned being diagnosed with BPD traits, and also being in an adolescent ward, are you under 18? If you are, then I Would fight really hard against the stigma, because they've no right to give you that diagnosis until you are 18, and the recommendation is a minimum age of 21, I am saying this because I was misdaignosed with bpd at the age of 18, in adolescent services I was told i had strong traits and basically treated (the way you are to some extent) as if I was borderline etc, then the week of my 18th (literally I have my notes) I was diagnosed with bpd by my child and adolescent psychiatrist (who had told me as he wasn't an adult psychiatrist wasn't qualitifed to) and then I had to go through the hell of challenging it and getting people to realise I had just been an unwell teenager living and reacting to an insane world. I really feel for you, it is such a **** situation to be in and I really hope you, and your friend (rip) get justice for this how mistreated you have been.
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