I have an appointment this Tuesday morning with the Mental Health and Wellbeing Team and I am terrified. It's over two years since I've seen anyone about this kind of thing (apart from telling GP I needed help about a month ago) and I'm just scared of what might come from it. I know I need to do this, I'm getting to the point where I may tip over the edge again and I want the help before I get there. I am so worried about my mum finding out, or my work and losing my job. I'm scared that it won't get any better, or that they'll say nothings wrong and leave me to deal with it on my own. Part of me is desperate for them to section me so I don't have to think anymore, just be. But if that happened then I've failed everyone again.
I just don't know what to think or feel or do.
