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Old 25-09-2009, 10:48 PM   #4194
Hollz
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Its good that you are trying to fight the feelings, keep it going

Sarah - sounds like things are going well, good luck with that

Moi - Well okay I am on the wine (bad bad) and I am sitting here contemplating, I am meant to be back at work in the morn, but I am sitting here thinking of excuses to phone in sick for the weekend

My team are playing the Celtic tomoz, and I wanna go and I am just not in the mind frame for work, also been having a lot of impulses and stuff and just not in the zone, I know I aint been to work in 3 weeks coz of my holiday, and tomoz is me first fay back but i think i will phone in for sat sun and mon, and go back thurs maybe

I just have the motivation to do nothing, but self destruct :(



Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys


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