carri - we all get days like that if you can manage it consider showering it can sometimes help to get rid of the feeling of disgust.
hollz - thats one of those unavoidable situations where plans fall through.
theres nothing you can really say to your friend more than you have done. theres no words to take her pain away.
me - arghhh im actually freaking out.
i know its affectively normal to do that the day before such a big change
but cutting seems like such a good idea. and i packed my blades.
no way im ready to give them up yet.
arghhhh. i feel so alone
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