Trust me there is nothing wrong with any part of my marriage, I couldn't ask for anything better.
I know that nothing would ever happen, i've been with my husband 5 years now and he's been with his girlfriend 3 years, neither of us would ever betray what we have, we are good people.
It's just a little thing in the back of my mind just wishing i could have experienced all of this stuff with him.
We both know that that ship has pasted and will never have the allclear to come back from either of us.
I keep thinking it might be worth talking to the other guy about it, i don't think it would change anything wiith us as we both know the feeling that were there, i think he probably knows that mine are still there a little bit but he also knows how dedicated i am to my husband.
I think i could go to saying i love him just not in the strong way that i would have done if things had been different.
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