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Doesnt_matter · 31-07-2007, 09:30 AM

Honestly, I cannot say that I stopped for good and will never ever again cut myself.
There are still sooo many doubts and sooo many thoughts about it and I am not sure if I really wanted to stop or if I just stopped to do other people a favour.
Moreover, there would be too much pressure if I said that I stopped for good.

The last slip up is three months ago but I am afraid that I will relapse again- like the other times before when I tried to stop SI.

31-07-2007, 09:30 AM	#54
Doesnt_matter Judith Join Date: Jul 2007 Location: Germany	Honestly, I cannot say that I stopped for good and will never ever again cut myself. There are still sooo many doubts and sooo many thoughts about it and I am not sure if I really wanted to stop or if I just stopped to do other people a favour. Moreover, there would be too much pressure if I said that I stopped for good. The last slip up is three months ago but I am afraid that I will relapse again- like the other times before when I tried to stop SI.
	I can't control my destiny. I trust my soul. My only goal is just to be. (Rent) I'm selfish, inpatient and a little insecure. *I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle* but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best. (Marilyn Monroe)