No please no, don't let it win. I don't think you're evil at all, bad things can happen to you but they're NOT your fault and don't listen to anyone who says otherwise. I've had that line of thinking before that everything was my fault, I still do sometimes so I understand but it's just not true. You're not evil. If things are that bad at work maybe find another job cos you deserve better than putting up with that, feeling everyone hates you and stuff. I know it's not as easy as that but there's always an answer. Please be ok, I'm here for you.
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