I've been given another reprieve from my down mood ... I've now become numb. I can think sad thoughts but not feel sad. I can think happy thoughts but not feel happy. Things that would normally tickle my funny bone don't and it makes me think that my funny bone has been deactivated for the time being. My housemate advised me to make a plan and go and do something tomorrow so that I'm not just sitting around the house getting more depressed ... The idea is good I can see that logically, but I don't know what I can plan to do because my mind won't work. It just sees dark and black everywhere with no light in sight. We are a little concerned that this numb period that I'm in is the calm before the storm. I wish I knew what would help me lift this mood...
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