The problem I have and it was pointed out to me in hospital, that I dont have control of the situation. I reach a certain point where there is no return, where there is no control. Sometimes I can recognise the early signs and for that I have medication to take at that time....but if its left it will get out of control and that is what Im so scared of.
Once I get passed a certain point there is no going back....i cant retrieve myself........thats what scares me about me
Oh I dont know. ...Im so confused, so fed up. It doesnt matter.
Thank you for your kind replies. Theyre much appreciated.
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