Thank you for all of the advice and opinions. It's always good to hear what people think and I'm glad you're all being honest with me.
This might not work but yes, I think I have to try. I too, always said I would never stay with him if he cheated on me, but it's easy to say when you're not in the situation!
Now I am, and I can only work out what is best for ME, and second, what is best for us as a relationship. I don't know those answers yet.
Although, having him stand on a roadside with a sign could be more than interesting! ;)
I'm ok Jess, I think? I don't really know. I've become a little more paranoid than usual, but about everything and everyone. Not greatly so, I'm not a twitching wreck or anything. I'm just cautious and thoughtful about everything that happens right now.
All I know, and this is genuinely ALL I know, is that I love him. I've always believed in my relationship with him and my marriage too.
If the first year is the hardest, roll on the ****ing second year! 'Cause damn, this is hard.
Love,
Iz x
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