I can understand the just wanting to have hinm back, to say its all ok...but it isnt, sadly.
Oh, Iz, i cant imagine how much youare hurting.
I think it is going to take time...ALOT of time.
First to get over the initial hurt, then to learn what you want, then to learn how to get there...IF thats what you decide.
Give yourself plenty of time then I think you will know whether the decision, whichever it is, is the 'right' one, and not emotion-driven.
A huge YES to the marriage couns.
You know where i am babes, anytime ok?
love you
xxxx
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