Its hard when you feel like you are going to lose your friend, it hurts. Do you think it would maybe help to explain to her why you can't be the things she wants you to be so she has a bit more of a view of what's going on? Maybe talking to your husband about it could be helpful too, id he is friend's with her, he will eventually find out anyways. Please don't hurt yourself over this, you don't deserve to be hurting anymore than you already are. Cutting is not going to change anything but probaly only make you feel worse in the long run. I hope you managed to stay safe. Take care
Kat xxx
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