Thanks for the input, Michelle.
I just am normally wound so tight...(I had a friend who told me I was "repressed" when he was really drunk...haha...I think there is some truth to that, actually...) I get embarassed SO easily, and so I tend to feel guilty when I "let go" so to speak, when I drink...Sometimes I think it'd just be better if I drank alone, you know? Though my one friend is super worried about me now b/c I basically told him that evening that I think I have a drinking problem....Now I feel stupid and lame. I just wish I could drink "socially" and not get too messed up, you know?
I am lame at life.
