Yeah i did try but it didn't held.Espcially that they fall after washing my hadns.
To be honest i ripped my flesh apart this time.The dermalogist would be quite amazed for this *sigh* I don't know what to do with myself.
I don't want to take it too seriosuly (may be i should?).Cutting is something i take seriously and i am trying so hard to control it & i am doing well on that side.Cutting can cause greater damager,but this causes disgust and overwhilming feeling of being out of control nothing more.
What worries me are those hidden reasons that make me unable to control SI of all sorts properly.I always feel i'm on the edge of doing something very stupid.
Very frustrating!
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