So it's that time of the month again - huzzah

- and I was just wondering if anyone else feels how I do about cutting when they're having their period. I have never cut when I'm menstruating and I don't think I even think about it, especially when it's heavy and painful - which is pretty much always. Maybe the sight of blood or maybe the pain satisfy whatever it is in me that wants to cut.
How about with your depression or other mental illness? How's it effect that? I think that I have a harder time with PMS because I already have a lot of random anger and anxiety anyway. Today I feel like I'm dying. I just want to curl up and be nursed. I have so much work to do, I can't even think.