about the sleep help.. . .eh i will try it i promise. but it does seem hellish. but its 5 days now i think. . im losing count there running together.. oh 5 days without sleep i mean. about the cold turkey. hollyyyyy crap. thats lke amazing i dunno how youfound that. but thank youu. my curiosity has been ended. maybe that will help me sleep. one less thing on my mind. about the OCD, umm i do try to think about it but its not something you think about really. its just its a feelig like something has to be done this way or im going to puke. i never puke but i get all worried and its like the end of the world omg !!! as for being kind to myself. . ive been trying but it just seems i dont deserve it sometimes so i dont . . . .but i know thats bad. its on my giant to-do list dont worry.
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