|
When things turn funny
My head is having all sort of miles that it is doing over my life. I am nearly thirty and have achieved nothing. That brings me down a bit in my self esteem. I may have the excuse that I have a Mental Illness and that has help me back, but that isn't washing in my head. I am still safe I think and the days since my last OD are building up, which are all great things, but they are not helping.
All that I can hope is that a good nights sleep and some serious study tomorrow will put all of these thoughts out with the trash, where they belong. I just hope that I make it that far without it getting too bad.
|