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BrightStarShining · 14-08-2009, 09:24 AM

I can't help but feel bad, but with my Birth Mum, I understand that she's not had the chance to soend money on me and time with me for 16 years so now she's taking all the chances she can to spoil me and while I love it, I'm not used to it so I don't know how to react, if that makes sense.

Again, the fouton is about other people. I bought it so that I had another comfortable seat to sit on and so that if anyone stayed over, I'd have that spare bed for them.. I hate making people sleep on the floor, even though I'd quite happily give my bed up for them. I also bought it in preparation for my Birthday get together and house warming party, so... I needed the extra seating and it was a gorgeous fouton that was cheap.

There is a cheap furniture stor near me, but they don't have any of the things I need! :(

I haven't spoken to anyone about the fire yet, no, but I told a friend what happened the other night and she was kind to me about it and made me laugh lots, so I think I'm feeling a little better. I just wish I didn't have to stay in that damned flat alone. Last night was my first night alone there and I didn't sleep til about 3 and had to be up at 6, so my eyes stung like crazy in the shower :(

Thanks for the support

14-08-2009, 09:24 AM	#13
BrightStarShining The Scars Inside And Out Will Never Go Join Date: Apr 2008 I am currently:	I can't help but feel bad, but with my Birth Mum, I understand that she's not had the chance to soend money on me and time with me for 16 years so now she's taking all the chances she can to spoil me and while I love it, I'm not used to it so I don't know how to react, if that makes sense. Again, the fouton is about other people. I bought it so that I had another comfortable seat to sit on and so that if anyone stayed over, I'd have that spare bed for them.. I hate making people sleep on the floor, even though I'd quite happily give my bed up for them. I also bought it in preparation for my Birthday get together and house warming party, so... I needed the extra seating and it was a gorgeous fouton that was cheap. There is a cheap furniture stor near me, but they don't have any of the things I need! :( I haven't spoken to anyone about the fire yet, no, but I told a friend what happened the other night and she was kind to me about it and made me laugh lots, so I think I'm feeling a little better. I just wish I didn't have to stay in that damned flat alone. Last night was my first night alone there and I didn't sleep til about 3 and had to be up at 6, so my eyes stung like crazy in the shower :( Thanks for the support
	Allie, I'll never forget you.. Love You Always. You gain strength, courage, and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You must do the things which you think you cannot do.