I'm just not the violent type... I care a lot about other people, yes that's true and that's because I know what it feels like to reach out for help and be pushed away or even not reach out and be pushed away anyway.
I'm scrimping and saving for better things because I NEED these better things.. Like the washing machine.. I can't have clean clothes unless I have a washing machine and now I might be moving into yet another new flat anyway. Sigh. Stuff went wrong last night too, but atm... I'm not in the right state to talk about it here.. Especially considering people I know are on here..
Thanks, I'm glad you'd like to know me :) it's not very often that happens. I try to be a good person, I try to better myself everyday.. I was doing really, really well until now... Everything's gone backwards and I'm tumbling further down... God, I wish I could just turn to my blade again :(
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