You sound like a pretty awesome person to me, and a lot stronger than you are currently feeling...
I know how hard it is to live on that kind of money, and how bad it makes you feel... Anyone who thinks you aske for too much clearly has never done it, and generally these people you refer too really sound like they have no clue how hard things are outside their own little bubbles.
I often feel so upset and frustrated when people moan about money or boyfriends or whatever, cos I feel like "yeh? and have you tried living MY life?!!"
I think soem people have their own mental probs and just deal with it by being crappy, and people like us who acknowledge our faults and stuff and try to be better people just get **** on... even though tbh id rather know 'us' than 'them'.
Sorry if this makes no sense, I know ur feeling hopeless atm but it sounds like you've got all the right ingredients for a brighter future, I just hope it hurries up a bit... *more huggles*
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