hey hun, first off congrats on the more than two months!! That is huge! YAYA you.
AM i right in thinking youdont have a doc right now as being away from school? I hope you can get back with one soon. One thing that helps me when there is a stretch to go is to mark off the days on a calendar, each night. For some reason it helps to see that i got thru another day and im one day closer to the 'goal'.
I hope seeing your friends will help...i dont think it will be much different. It will be nice to be with ppl you care about and ppl who care about you. Have a great tiem in the pubs drinking your 'tea' lol. You could always always have long island ice tea ;o).
I'm sorry about your parents, that is very difficult to be aroud all the time and then to have doubts as to what is happening. Or going to happen. Could you talk to your mom about your worries, that they may slpit up? It may help, both of you. It's got to be extremely stressful for them, finding all these things wrong and so different from what they pictured and hoped for. Which in turn makes it hell for you too.
About the dehydration...i just had to see someone go thru it and it was...horrible. Painfull. ANd very slow. To see weight melt off theperson and see them diminish in such pain...pls try not to go there. You would be in hospital beofre very long and it wasnt nice at all.....pls try. even just frozen drinks or popsicles or hell even ice cubes, anything.
I'm here if you want to talk more...my heads still a bit all over and such but i can try :o)
pls keep posting hun and maybe we can help with these horrible urges.
pls try to keep safe
keep thinking of your 'holiday'
here if you need
romp
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