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(Just a note, this is my alternate account. I feel a bit dumb and embarrassed for asking this.)

Alright, I'll get right to the point. Two months ago, I drank for the first time. I had about 5 drinks (I think...) and was pretty smashed. Ever since then, I have craved alcohol on a fairly regular basis. I decided to make this thread tonight, because the craving is seriously almost unbearable. If there were any way I could get some alcohol, I would. I haven't had anything since that night, due to simply not being able to get my hands on any.

My uncle is an alcoholic, and I seem to have the sort of personality that is a bit prone to addiction. I feel as if I am already addicted to alcohol even though I've only had it once. Is that even possible? I know I don't fit the definition of an alcoholic, as it seems to be mainly based around habits and such. But I sure feel like one :/

I feel ridiculous "admitting" this, because maybe it's just nothing anyway. Does anyone have any insight, or advice? I'd greatly appreciate anything. Thanks. xx