Thanks again LaurieR for your understanding.
I know more than anybody else (i think) about pyschosis.I know loads.So hard to beleive it 'may' apply to me.
I am so terrified cuz of this 'label' i may get and cuz of this pressure i may add to the family.They certainly don't need a nother ill person in the family.My step-mum is currently treated for cancer :( and my bio mum died cuz of that.That left my family consumed.
I'll do anything to protect them from this time where they may need to take care of me.I don't need that.Cuz i am fine.I think i am functioning.Very hard to function but i am managing to get through the days.
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