*hugs* you're not weird at all. it should be with someone you trust. I basically just did it at 18 kinda what you're describing with pretty much close to a stranger. because my parents had been super strict and not let me go anywhere i'd never had the chance to do anything sex wise. so the first chance i got i did everything all at once. it ended up quite a mess cause i was also quite naive. so don't do it cause you feel pressured. you should do it when you're comfortable with it. age doesn't matter at all. and 20 is pretty young.
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