Originally Posted by
_plastic
I think thats very important for you to know dear,you are not alone in this,I feel the same to *snuggles*
Thanks for all your help guys. Really do appreciate it. I have moments of thinking I should try sorting my meds, mostly because its hurting the people I love... It helps to know I'm not alone, though wouldn't wish that feeling on anyone. I guess it feels safe, secure, and whilst I have so many good things in my life, I'm terrified of allowing myself to be vulnerable because of what has happened in the past. If I let myself be happy, I'm scared I lose control. There's nothing to say I won't hit a down again, and when I'm happy, the lows are more painful to hit