Games
I dont play games
I never have so quit
trying to play with my head
I know what your doing
I know all of the tricks
I am smarter than that
and apparently quite surprised by your
ignorance and pride
I HATE playing games
thats just the way I am
I HATE the merry-go-round
it makes me sick
to think that you cant
'come out with it'
you obviously cant tell me whats wrong
why you keep hiding
why I am always walking
on egg shells when i'm around you
and to be quite frank
Im tired of it
I am tired of this crap
I have tried to help
but you just...
UGH
You push and shove
you twist and rip
my confidence
you shred my
patientce
until i
have
none
left
until its gone
I just cant do it
anymore
im only human
Friendship, is a TWO-WAY street
I have put and put and put
into whats supposed to be 'our'
friendship
I am all 'put' out
you havent helped at all
were supposed to share the burden
were supposed to share the hurt
But you have done neither
I didnt mind one bit, ok
maybe i did, maybe a little
I didnt mind
Bc at the time
you were happy
things started turning around for you
until
you stopped caring
that one day
But now
You say you dont want to be friends
and thats fine (ok, maybe its not)
but i just wanted you to know
that i do care for you
i really do
I just wanted you to know
a little bit of how I felt
since you take didnt
take the time to ask
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