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bingie · 21-07-2009, 02:21 AM

So the first day over now of being alone. Wasn't so bad. Spent it online playing games. Now everyone has gone to bed though it's got a bit wierd.
Was in another strange mood earlier on. Looking up porn on google...Like wth???

Have calmed down now,might be because I have a headache. 2 more days then back to work. I hate when it gets dark. I start thinking again. I miss my family and I wish I was normal. Wish I could just be like everyone else.I have no disorder and no history that could make me feel this way. I dunno...Maybe I'm just generally mad.

21-07-2009, 02:21 AM	#9
bingie Claudia,going mad Join Date: Jan 2008 Location: Cork I am currently:	So the first day over now of being alone. Wasn't so bad. Spent it online playing games. Now everyone has gone to bed though it's got a bit wierd. Was in another strange mood earlier on. Looking up porn on google...Like wth??? Have calmed down now,might be because I have a headache. 2 more days then back to work. I hate when it gets dark. I start thinking again. I miss my family and I wish I was normal. Wish I could just be like everyone else.I have no disorder and no history that could make me feel this way. I dunno...Maybe I'm just generally mad.
	Thought I oughta bare my naked feelings Thought I oughta tear the curtain down I held the blade in trembling hands Prepared to make it but just then the phone rang I never had the nerve to make the final cut